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She tasted @2:17 AM

Thursday, December 3

RAH RAH AH AH AH AH
ROMA ROMA MAMAA
GA GA OH LA LAA
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your loving and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Caught in a bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby your sick
I want your love

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk passion baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends
Oh oh oh oh oooh
I don't wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends

Want your bad romance!

Bad romance of 2 Decembers ago.

She tasted @2:17 AM

Wednesday, December 2

Wise choice. Travis Mccoy, the new ambassador for Staying Alive. Addresses HIV issues with a little touch of poverty even in The Philippines. 01 December 2oo9 happens to be World AIDS Day.
Know your status, nothing more.
Life isn't that bit difficult when you brush across a whole new level of sufferings from people whom still live with smiles and laughters in their conditions.
Note to self, the moment when utterly spoilt I am.

Maybe it was his spread of tattoos, the large pair of sleepy eyes or the array of keeping his hair, there is something about Travie. Which, I found similarities to Pharell Williams and Snoop doggy Dogg.

Dreamt that I stole a mobile from the crews' table and sent to court be dead by a judge. With the longing and missing of my iPhone. Told Zyia first that I have found a mobile, shared the news with Zack later. Only to learn from Zack it was Zyia's. Blogging about dreams are probably the most boring thing ever. But my dreams interpret a horde of issues in reality. Well, escaped in the dead night only to find myself lost in the woods. Intrepid? Guess not.
Lastly, I was sooBored lying with a facial mask on. Then, Superbitch by Christina Aguilera came on. I started fidgeting to dance. Laboriously hard just trying to dance while lying on the bed! Bet that didn't flash across your mind.

She tasted @2:04 AM

Thursday, November 26

I feel like I haven't got the least bit space to breathe. Whine here I go.

Just, there were 4 people in facebook "dotting" me. Jimboh popping me questions about stewardess, Zack following up on a previous conve, Leonard asking if I've forgotten about him and 1 random friend. Having all conve to a halt solely of morning shift while mutli-tasking on an address in London with Shum.

Grandma was admitted to TTS due to a bad fall. With work, I was the only member who failed to pay a visit.

There are SIA details to check on, popping by Depot Road soon if signing on is really my thing and lastly Pastry to think about.

Earlier, I could'nt bear to leave my boy. Contemplating real hard to stayover. Mom would be so upset with me not sleeping home again. The suckiest thing of all is I'm just a girl. A girl who is only 20 years of age. Must I really go through all these time-biting issues, now, at this mo?

Welcome to the adult world, Jimboh said before he bid adieu.

0- M- G- and my heart freezes for milliseconds whenever I refresh my ASOS basket. Hoping not to see red phrases that reads "This item is no longer in stock."
WHINY or what!
Believe it, the boy sits to listen all kinds of whine from me. His patience is admirable, sometimes.

Well, the brighter side...

She tasted @3:35 AM

Tuesday, November 24

Walking away ignoring. He quickened his step as he said "Come on, I've already apologised." Moment the opportunity arised, he grabbed me by the shoulder guiding the way to the isolated part of the restaurant. Total obligation. Wittingly, sharing his years of experience in the field. Quoting "Heard it from sous chef that you were thinking of becoming a pastry chef."
Such a smelly act! I guessed I definitely grew balls, right away I told him what is done has been done. Yeah, my best buddy shook my hand for replying the Exec Chef the way I did.

Random things now.

Took a grooming shower for 3 hours.

Can't find my toenail. I need a nail surgery if there is one.

The boy and I executed a heated conversation which led to uhm.. Our WWII. hahaha. Speaking about history repeating itself.

Carl's Junior for dinner with 2 cool wacky people.

Please teach me how to survive in a whirlwind created by many commoners with wicked common views. And their sickening sex lives.

If I were to tell P something it would be Sorry P, I have a question. Is there a need to be harsh on your words? If you demand for respect, earn it first."

Feel like a run after a rock and rolling sleep. It is O-F-F for Tues and Weds. Ohhhh heaaarrrtts.

I grew tonnes of fondness for Sam, Zack, Eva, Sham, Dann, HJ and Jol. SO hilarious.

And I miss the old Jem, Kumar, Shauns, Darren, Calvin, Cheryls, Justin, Rachel thing.

Oh oh oh oh, there were skittle-like fireworks days ago at Sentosa. Scattering amidst the sky above the Flow Rider. Greatest view.

A midnight ago, Power 98 aired Every Rose Has It's Thorns - Poison, 1988. Midnight just, 98.7fm aired Beautiful Ones - Suede, 1996. I Like.

TBC..... dying.

She tasted @1:43 AM

Monday, November 23

"Do you want me to serve it ƒor you?
Or do you want the cheƒs to serve it ƒor you?"

Do I not deserve the selƒ-gloriƒied sarcasms. To begin with, your beloved CDPs did not ring the bell. Assumable that the dish was all set and ready? Hell glad that the cheƒs agree with me on one, you were aƒƒable ƒor some reasons. Clearing the air was oh so always your ƒorte.
Ego is a slave master, Cheƒ Executive.
My ego is double times oƒ yours iƒ my tail roused. Spurious was what was protrayed, that caused stains. Time comes, putting on the back burner. Here goes the letter, speciƒically laid on your table that writes "Your apology unaccepted." as I take my leave. Fuck you very much.

Off the tangent, The Queen and Mangosteens such hot spot! ♥
R.I.P Daul Kim

She tasted @2:46 AM

Thursday, November 19

Snooped the perfect Christmas gift for the boy.

A steal and deal.
But it was so sick, it was out of stock within 3 days.

Must get something sicker.

She tasted @7:54 AM

Wednesday, November 18

I have a friend, she's mostly made of pain.
Her eyes pour poems of acidic rain.
She splatter-paints stories of curtains and lampshades,
Glasses and speakers and curtains and lampshades.

She tears out scenes from people's dreams,
She loves them, she hates them with psychotic screams.
She believes to perceive is to suffer.
Believing and dreaming and perceiving, we'll suffer.

Walking, crawling towards inner time,
She sings us tunes of our state of mind.
She doubts true love with toxic words,
And breaks our hearts with jagged birds.

I know a girl, she has veins of pain.
Her mouth spills poems of the deadly insane.
She splatter-paints stories of glasses and speakers,
Sad hearts and cheap clocks and glasses and speakers.

14 from the Leonids shower with A, B, and G. Disappointing.

She tasted @11:47 PM

Thursday, November 12

I love the location. And the boisterous people who got my back. And the rewarding stay-overs with the ever-changing scenaries that greets you when you wake up. And the food. And the naughty stuff. Well, And the positive feedbacks because they know genuine customer service. Even though you suck in punctuality baadly. Nothing else is worth staying for.

☠ I love the illegal late night activities.

final moments with my boy toy
& I am alive not dead yet

She tasted @5:16 AM

Monday, November 9

Depressed with my iPhone gone.. The closest feeling to losing a beloved boyfriend. With me even when I am out and about. Too much information to guide the lost soul of mine. Been earning dough, blimey! the scarcity of time to report on my lost iPhone too. Never would it be to mom's knowledge. Was a birthday gift.

Best, so were my glasses. My vintage Playboy sunnies. Imagine the number of people who wears Playboy sunnies on the streets of Singapore, the rarity of it. Spare me the cheebyeness as much as it sounded contradicting of losing my precious. My attachment to the possessions I own is not enough with just words. At 7, I lost my favourite Minnie Mouse pouch. Had since been at the back of my mind, the colours to its details.

Guess I have to do something crazy before myself gets crazy.

XOXO
burying myself with work, nothing else matters too much atm.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Mourning at 5am.

She tasted @1:40 AM

Sunday, November 1

Hello Indian lady, if bitchy is you, I'll be bitchier.

Double O-ed last night, Attica tonight. Addition to morning shifts makes an incredible combination.

Should I sign 4 years of my life to the Army? Be a chef, but start from a humble cook? Or crawl towards becoming a F&B manager? Each shines their bright beam, packed in indvidual downers.

She tasted @1:45 AM

Thursday, October 29

On qualities between possessive and protective, I have gained new perspectives . Often subconciously neglected, tragedy. Protective boy and possessive boy, the gist. Deadead sexy protective boys.

Ever met somebody with an unbelievable physique? A ridiculous appeal unimaginable. Every corner of contours relate details of a fragile artwork. Every movement surfaces clefs, basses, sixteenth notes, eighth notes like a cartooned orchestra. Yet, simultaneously, inner sense; of what is wrong or right tells you something THIS cute was never meant to be included in your life. The thought of not acquiring is beyond beautiful.

When was the last time you stayed true to yourself?

2 morning ago, woke up to an empty Wavehouse. Peaceful, with birds chirping and the air smelled refreshing! Packed an arsenal of edibles for the night. Got F, R and S as companions. Chilling on the white rattans watching shooting stars. Apparently, shooting stars frequent Sentosa's sky. We then proceeded to level 2 porch for some shut eyes. Headed under the barrels for a swim in the morn. That is R jumping in a few minutes.

The Hand Burger, Raffles Shopping Center #B1-77
Concept 7/10 stars
I love their displays, part of the furniture, cutleries and the squeezy but cosy layout.
Service 6.9/10 stars
Highly attentive, but exaggerating.
Food 6.9/10 stars
Beef pattie was mediocre, but credits to being hand-made. So were the sauces. Coleslaw in tomato is the core! Salutes their emphasis on originality.

I, personally regard highly on originality. A person's haircut, selection of words to physical items. Originality works hand in hand with self-esteem. One who does not exude the least standard of originality simply spells pretentious. The core moment my respect descends to the ground. So turn off. *roll eyes, flick hair* haha shit.
Not for the sensitive.

She tasted @1:51 AM

Thursday, October 22

To heighten productivity on an average working day, it'd be good to touch up on my depleted french again. Journeying to sentosa each day, I'd never fail to facebook, essential blog-reads, visit the mailbox. All while learning french vocabs intermittently. A book does good too.

Next up in line, improvising my daily breakfast excluding 2 off days in a week. I require a crunchy bowl of mixed salad varying with yogurt time to time.

Whining about my job would be the very last issue I would very much blog about. However, by chance, please drop by Wavehouse. Maybe because they have decided to place their fourth flow barrels in Asia(finally)? It is the up and coming spot in Sg besides Resort World and the infamous IR. To surf, bodyboard or even have a graaite meal, Wavehouse is pretty much romantic on a weekday but a crazy shit place over the weekends. Try the maguro burger, wasabi seafood pizza, beef patty especially the mega gigantic plate of fresh nachos. Straight up for the experience, do not surpass Wavehouse:)) Surf/bodyboard an hour costs 30$. Now, you've been apprised.

She tasted @2:39 AM

Wednesday, October 14

Not in my finest mood when I passed by 4 random clowns after a tiff not too long before. Giving the longest stare, stopped my pace turning back to them. 3 of them watching in enjoyment chiefly, backed away from the cat. The only guy squatting, stopped to glance. Converse:

What are you doing with the cat?
Just playing with the cat.
You mean with the fire?
Oh I did?
So you did not just put that flame to its face?
No? -with the second eff face, denying like
anybody knows it from a pseudo punk-
With my own pair of eyes, I saw.
Do you want me to call the police now?
When you see? (Laughed to scorn)
Don't be such a little boy and try not to intimidate that cat.

Yells, I should have snapped a photo of them before engaging a conversation. For every word, swear. Funny, when they appeared as working adults approximately 23-years-old. Inevitably, I stood with my arms akimbo speaking to these 4 Modern Pariahs. Which they so successfully fell under the cathegory of. I hope the cat was saved from dirty cheap thrills. Even if cats were not necessarily my favourite. Cats are known for their 9 lives but probably this one is already at its 9th. Seriously, I must have grown balls. They could have followed me home, rape, bash me up yada.

Yay. Work begins at 5, evening - for the first time.

She tasted @2:13 AM

Wednesday, October 7

A French once told me if somebody underwent a dramatic change in hairstyle signifies a major shift in life. Seemed senseless at first, sounded so silly. Probably because he also used it as a pick-up line.(Foreigner's beliefs/superstitions are mighty interesting if you spare time to ponder on. An enormous twist that never was that different from Asian's.) Till it hit me after a few months of soul-searching. It dawned upon me that it was in fact true.
A girl chopping the great length decided to change her sexual preference. Tick.
Another girl decided to stay single after an arduous relationship. Tick.
A girl thinking, "Alrightey, it is time to renew this life of mine. Start anew!" Tick
Or simply just an experience.

Subsequently over the years, similar sentiments arised more than ever from various people met.
Sadly, the principle works vice versa.
Read an article from Seventeen mag. The couple has been together-forever since idk when till the day she went home with a boy-cut. The boy's eyes, for the first time, lost its endearing sight on girl. Girl presumed there was of no need to inform boyfriend, another tinklebell wand "ding" situation. Boyfriend lost his total appetite and finally, broke up but remained good friends. The winner part is girl since attracts a different crowd of boys. Boys who appreciate things on a higher level.

Having said so much, I am insubstantially worried for a cute cut. Most things never come packed the way you like it. When it happens, it just god damn happens. They simply come and fucking curtsies leave. Been meaning to say, there might be unexpected turns after the dramatic change. Negative ones. Understanding at its best, due to the capability of producing a time-line for my hair cuts. Drama mama..

Boasting the best id photo captured besides Primary 1. Much cute larr.

She tasted @1:04 AM

Tuesday, October 6

Uten.Silo

Designed by Dorothee Becker, created in 19SIX9. Made of ABS plastic with metal hooks. This is one of the greatest addition to home organizing!

Proust Geometrica

Created in 1978 for the Palazzo dei Diamanti in Ferrara, it was re-adapted and designed by Alessandro Mendini. So pretty.

Liquid Lamp

By Kyouei Design. In wall-mounted and tabletop versions, the lampshade is handbuilt from a single sheet of steel molded by an expert craftsman without welding or folding.

These showed, explains and displays my future home. Never excluding the largest ass chandelier.

Lastly, I have been enjoying good reads. Among them is David Gan. His flow in blogging is definitely noteworthy. Here. Stumbled upon my brother's url address bar while Restaurant Citying. Which makes me wonder..

Last of all last, my kkj has been pretty wonderful. There are definitely winding roads we have braved, the bad ones are REAL BAD ONES. Whilst the goods, occasionally AWESOME ones. We rode through them and will continue riding them. At the end of the day, it is that special bond we have shared together. Ever since I dated from the age of 12, that mojo never existed till you came along when I was 14. It is scary, but we are almost alike married without those formalities crap. Is. scary.

She tasted @6:11 PM

Sunday, October 4

HER SHADES, MAJOR !

MTV is the only influence to my Korean hits knowledge. Above, happened to be two of a few of my favourites. "I Don't Care" has this Sean Kingston rhythm which goes back to Ben E King. Wicked moves they got in Fire(so were their wardrobe picks!).
Korean do sound a little ภาษาไทย, sometimes really, chafing to the nerves.

In my fondest memory, the only Korean I ever interacted with was this boy named Shawn from the abacas class when we were 8. Who was also the son of dad's then business associate. Our maids were like the usual, bestest friends when they meet. Cupid retrieved its arrows, two little kids waving their goodbyes and never ever crossed path again.

She tasted @5:02 AM

Monday, September 28

what happens(or rather how you sort things with yourself) when the guy you still hold a little torch for is getting engaged in say.. 2years? Completed Sex and The City season 2.

She tasted @2:22 PM

Friday, September 25

Visit

Vanity Vice

She tasted @11:49 PM

Thursday, September 24

- Rider's Café

You tell your daughter she doesn't own her room. So she doesn't have a room in her home. No wonder she's hardly home! And if she was, she'd be hiding in her room she only holds dearly to. Does it mean that this isn't her home. All the better, when there are rooms waiting for her to fill. People who actually knows how to respect your daughter. Very likely, love more than both you do. All the unnecessary circumstances could be so avoided, PEACHES.

She tasted @1:14 PM

Tuesday, September 22

Terrific Tuesday

Awesome interview
Awesome conversations
Awesome change of dress
Awesome dinner at Thomson
Awesome night

The only real awesome things today were lunch at Lido and Role Model for DVD. Just awesome.

She tasted @3:14 AM

Monday, September 21

For the past 3 days, my face was covered with multiple layers of matte and powder substances from dolling up. Now, my eyes simply feel slit apart.
On a lighter note, I have recently discovered the pattern of loneliness after 2am. When the lights dim, room darkens, when dramas no longer interest. Sleeping hardly first the priorities. Speaking to someone in any form of communication tool always tops. Yet the thought instantly banished credits to sloth.