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She tasted @5:16 AM

Monday, November 9

Depressed with my iPhone gone.. The closest feeling to losing a beloved boyfriend. With me even when I am out and about. Too much information to guide the lost soul of mine. Been earning dough, blimey! the scarcity of time to report on my lost iPhone too. Never would it be to mom's knowledge. Was a birthday gift.

Best, so were my glasses. My vintage Playboy sunnies. Imagine the number of people who wears Playboy sunnies on the streets of Singapore, the rarity of it. Spare me the cheebyeness as much as it sounded contradicting of losing my precious. My attachment to the possessions I own is not enough with just words. At 7, I lost my favourite Minnie Mouse pouch. Had since been at the back of my mind, the colours to its details.

Guess I have to do something crazy before myself gets crazy.

XOXO
burying myself with work, nothing else matters too much atm.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Mourning at 5am.

She tasted @1:40 AM

Sunday, November 1

Hello Indian lady, if bitchy is you, I'll be bitchier.

Double O-ed last night, Attica tonight. Addition to morning shifts makes an incredible combination.

Should I sign 4 years of my life to the Army? Be a chef, but start from a humble cook? Or crawl towards becoming a F&B manager? Each shines their bright beam, packed in indvidual downers.

She tasted @1:45 AM

Thursday, October 29

On qualities between possessive and protective, I have gained new perspectives . Often subconciously neglected, tragedy. Protective boy and possessive boy, the gist. Deadead sexy protective boys.

Ever met somebody with an unbelievable physique? A ridiculous appeal unimaginable. Every corner of contours relate details of a fragile artwork. Every movement surfaces clefs, basses, sixteenth notes, eighth notes like a cartooned orchestra. Yet, simultaneously, inner sense; of what is wrong or right tells you something THIS cute was never meant to be included in your life. The thought of not acquiring is beyond beautiful.

When was the last time you stayed true to yourself?

2 morning ago, woke up to an empty Wavehouse. Peaceful, with birds chirping and the air smelled refreshing! Packed an arsenal of edibles for the night. Got F, R and S as companions. Chilling on the white rattans watching shooting stars. Apparently, shooting stars frequent Sentosa's sky. We then proceeded to level 2 porch for some shut eyes. Headed under the barrels for a swim in the morn. That is R jumping in a few minutes.

The Hand Burger, Raffles Shopping Center #B1-77
Concept 7/10 stars
I love their displays, part of the furniture, cutleries and the squeezy but cosy layout.
Service 6.9/10 stars
Highly attentive, but exaggerating.
Food 6.9/10 stars
Beef pattie was mediocre, but credits to being hand-made. So were the sauces. Coleslaw in tomato is the core! Salutes their emphasis on originality.

I, personally regard highly on originality. A person's haircut, selection of words to physical items. Originality works hand in hand with self-esteem. One who does not exude the least standard of originality simply spells pretentious. The core moment my respect descends to the ground. So turn off. *roll eyes, flick hair* haha shit.
Not for the sensitive.

She tasted @1:51 AM

Thursday, October 22

To heighten productivity on an average working day, it'd be good to touch up on my depleted french again. Journeying to sentosa each day, I'd never fail to facebook, essential blog-reads, visit the mailbox. All while learning french vocabs intermittently. A book does good too.

Next up in line, improvising my daily breakfast excluding 2 off days in a week. I require a crunchy bowl of mixed salad varying with yogurt time to time.

Whining about my job would be the very last issue I would very much blog about. However, by chance, please drop by Wavehouse. Maybe because they have decided to place their fourth flow barrels in Asia(finally)? It is the up and coming spot in Sg besides Resort World and the infamous IR. To surf, bodyboard or even have a graaite meal, Wavehouse is pretty much romantic on a weekday but a crazy shit place over the weekends. Try the maguro burger, wasabi seafood pizza, beef patty especially the mega gigantic plate of fresh nachos. Straight up for the experience, do not surpass Wavehouse:)) Surf/bodyboard an hour costs 30$. Now, you've been apprised.

She tasted @2:39 AM

Wednesday, October 14

Not in my finest mood when I passed by 4 random clowns after a tiff not too long before. Giving the longest stare, stopped my pace turning back to them. 3 of them watching in enjoyment chiefly, backed away from the cat. The only guy squatting, stopped to glance. Converse:

What are you doing with the cat?
Just playing with the cat.
You mean with the fire?
Oh I did?
So you did not just put that flame to its face?
No? -with the second eff face, denying like
anybody knows it from a pseudo punk-
With my own pair of eyes, I saw.
Do you want me to call the police now?
When you see? (Laughed to scorn)
Don't be such a little boy and try not to intimidate that cat.

Yells, I should have snapped a photo of them before engaging a conversation. For every word, swear. Funny, when they appeared as working adults approximately 23-years-old. Inevitably, I stood with my arms akimbo speaking to these 4 Modern Pariahs. Which they so successfully fell under the cathegory of. I hope the cat was saved from dirty cheap thrills. Even if cats were not necessarily my favourite. Cats are known for their 9 lives but probably this one is already at its 9th. Seriously, I must have grown balls. They could have followed me home, rape, bash me up yada.

Yay. Work begins at 5, evening - for the first time.

She tasted @2:13 AM

Wednesday, October 7

A French once told me if somebody underwent a dramatic change in hairstyle signifies a major shift in life. Seemed senseless at first, sounded so silly. Probably because he also used it as a pick-up line.(Foreigner's beliefs/superstitions are mighty interesting if you spare time to ponder on. An enormous twist that never was that different from Asian's.) Till it hit me after a few months of soul-searching. It dawned upon me that it was in fact true.
A girl chopping the great length decided to change her sexual preference. Tick.
Another girl decided to stay single after an arduous relationship. Tick.
A girl thinking, "Alrightey, it is time to renew this life of mine. Start anew!" Tick
Or simply just an experience.

Subsequently over the years, similar sentiments arised more than ever from various people met.
Sadly, the principle works vice versa.
Read an article from Seventeen mag. The couple has been together-forever since idk when till the day she went home with a boy-cut. The boy's eyes, for the first time, lost its endearing sight on girl. Girl presumed there was of no need to inform boyfriend, another tinklebell wand "ding" situation. Boyfriend lost his total appetite and finally, broke up but remained good friends. The winner part is girl since attracts a different crowd of boys. Boys who appreciate things on a higher level.

Having said so much, I am insubstantially worried for a cute cut. Most things never come packed the way you like it. When it happens, it just god damn happens. They simply come and fucking curtsies leave. Been meaning to say, there might be unexpected turns after the dramatic change. Negative ones. Understanding at its best, due to the capability of producing a time-line for my hair cuts. Drama mama..

Boasting the best id photo captured besides Primary 1. Much cute larr.

She tasted @1:04 AM

Tuesday, October 6

Uten.Silo

Designed by Dorothee Becker, created in 19SIX9. Made of ABS plastic with metal hooks. This is one of the greatest addition to home organizing!

Proust Geometrica

Created in 1978 for the Palazzo dei Diamanti in Ferrara, it was re-adapted and designed by Alessandro Mendini. So pretty.

Liquid Lamp

By Kyouei Design. In wall-mounted and tabletop versions, the lampshade is handbuilt from a single sheet of steel molded by an expert craftsman without welding or folding.

These showed, explains and displays my future home. Never excluding the largest ass chandelier.

Lastly, I have been enjoying good reads. Among them is David Gan. His flow in blogging is definitely noteworthy. Here. Stumbled upon my brother's url address bar while Restaurant Citying. Which makes me wonder..

Last of all last, my kkj has been pretty wonderful. There are definitely winding roads we have braved, the bad ones are REAL BAD ONES. Whilst the goods, occasionally AWESOME ones. We rode through them and will continue riding them. At the end of the day, it is that special bond we have shared together. Ever since I dated from the age of 12, that mojo never existed till you came along when I was 14. It is scary, but we are almost alike married without those formalities crap. Is. scary.

She tasted @6:11 PM

Sunday, October 4

HER SHADES, MAJOR !

MTV is the only influence to my Korean hits knowledge. Above, happened to be two of a few of my favourites. "I Don't Care" has this Sean Kingston rhythm which goes back to Ben E King. Wicked moves they got in Fire(so were their wardrobe picks!).
Korean do sound a little ภาษาไทย, sometimes really, chafing to the nerves.

In my fondest memory, the only Korean I ever interacted with was this boy named Shawn from the abacas class when we were 8. Who was also the son of dad's then business associate. Our maids were like the usual, bestest friends when they meet. Cupid retrieved its arrows, two little kids waving their goodbyes and never ever crossed path again.

She tasted @5:02 AM

Monday, September 28

what happens(or rather how you sort things with yourself) when the guy you still hold a little torch for is getting engaged in say.. 2years? Completed Sex and The City season 2.

She tasted @2:22 PM

Friday, September 25

Visit

Vanity Vice

She tasted @11:49 PM

Thursday, September 24

- Rider's Café

You tell your daughter she doesn't own her room. So she doesn't have a room in her home. No wonder she's hardly home! And if she was, she'd be hiding in her room she only holds dearly to. Does it mean that this isn't her home. All the better, when there are rooms waiting for her to fill. People who actually knows how to respect your daughter. Very likely, love more than both you do. All the unnecessary circumstances could be so avoided, PEACHES.

She tasted @1:14 PM

Tuesday, September 22

Terrific Tuesday

Awesome interview
Awesome conversations
Awesome change of dress
Awesome dinner at Thomson
Awesome night

The only real awesome things today were lunch at Lido and Role Model for DVD. Just awesome.

She tasted @3:14 AM

Monday, September 21

For the past 3 days, my face was covered with multiple layers of matte and powder substances from dolling up. Now, my eyes simply feel slit apart.
On a lighter note, I have recently discovered the pattern of loneliness after 2am. When the lights dim, room darkens, when dramas no longer interest. Sleeping hardly first the priorities. Speaking to someone in any form of communication tool always tops. Yet the thought instantly banished credits to sloth.

She tasted @4:45 AM

Tuesday, September 15

Near-perfection lies the perfection.

She tasted @5:16 AM

Sunday, September 13

We’d be so less fragile
If we’re made from metal
And our hearts from iron
And our minds from steel
And if we built an army
Full of tender bodies

Could we love each other

Would we stop to feel

You say you want to know her like a lover
And undo her damage, she’ll be new again
Soon you’ll find that if you try to save her
It will lose her anger
You will never win

And you want three wishes:
You want never bitter
And all delicious
And then one you’re saving for a rainy day
If your lover ever takes her love away

Three Wishes, Thirteen Tales of Love and Revenge

She tasted @3:25 AM

Thursday, September 10

Inked across my torso sounds cute. Don has his whole back colourfully tatted. Since aircrew afterall, downed the job chart, there are no more reasons to refrain from tattoos. With Zw lugging in singlets all the time, that tribal on the shoulder is not helping much either. SUICIDEGIRLS.COM

Even if we experienced countless of multiples of tensions, I realised it is too damn difficult to stop loving girlfriend. Such a sweetheart - least times.

Lastly, Play was major.
Like M-A-J-O-R, with a little thanks to B.
Stomach Yells for food.

She tasted @2:19 AM

Saturday, September 5

My body failed me 2 days ago, been feeling unwell since the moment of blacking out. I am feeling sick.
So sicked out-
The blues partially credited from the bloodfest,
but I stand firmly with the images from my loyal eyes.

Therefore, I need a powerful breakfast.

Lunch

Dinner

Desserts

and Supper
Also, it's Cruising Part II

She tasted @2:54 AM

Friday, September 4

She's Selling

Well, i'm just getting it roll a minute bit from here. The thought of drawing up a fanciful blogshop is just drreadfulll..

Things to note :
1) SGD $11 & below - all
2) None has been worn because I don't
look good in necklaces but I feel they were too sweet
to not go home with.
3) If it interests you, I am only contactable through email at sashhay@hotmail.com or cell you'll have it. That means no tagboards.
4) Click image for detailed view

hmm.. thank you.

Orchid petals within

Except for this which is retailing at SGD $59.90. Dulcet Fig(Haji Lane) carries blue/grey. Thinking of selling at 45 since it has never been worn. I really wonder who would be as crazy for this.

Reversible sides

Goodbye.

She tasted @4:06 AM

Tuesday, September 1

conve

Life is a bitch most times, so are dreams.
For there are no dreams truer
than your perceived thoughts.

She tasted @6:20 PM

Saturday, August 29

In the makings of a minor face-lift to the room, many things resurfaced.

Secondary 1 art portfolio.
"Introduction"
cover art

Had an immense muse on iguanas..
iguanas

There were ups and there were downs. This entry was marked 50/100. Which I have zilch idea about even till now.
color wheel

My only problem with art was working within schedule. This was drawn within 5 minutes. The feedback came back positive. Super GG.
heart draw

Comment : Let me tell u a story. I had a student who liked to use the heart-shape in all her works. At the end of the semester, she began to draw broken hearts and I checked on her to find that someone had broken her heart. Therefore, this is my heartfelt wishes for you, that you will never ever have your heart broken. Till then, god bless, bye!
o5o502. A Tick.

Guilt ate me after reading. The work was utter rubbish. Mr LFK was always a sweet guy. A month later, we met in a St Patrick's MB concert - Unforgettable.

Hideous sketch of a car.

Organiser(that served me for years) which always has certain stuff together :

Photos of my family and a wedding photo of my lonving babysitter and husband.

World map/Periodic Table and a sketch from DB, if memory serves.

Extremely against the teacher's wishes, invited myself a drop of mercury from the lab.

A collage serving as a file's cover.

Stumbled upon a simple, sweet gift

Something I feel most worthy that I have gotten within my entire life. Because it allowed me to slip out of anywhere everywhere with 1 trusty cigg and a lighter, unseen. LOL

A book of apologies..

She tasted @7:17 AM

It is alan's first noon shift today. In a serious tone after supper, "what are you gonna do today", "i don't know", hastily replied. Now on my bed, wondering what day could it be.. oh.my.gawd it is glorious SATURDAY. That answered my question to why alan was particularly curious in the first place. ey yeahh total loss, the time sensibility after exams.

Have not a tad of desire to sleep, but it is 7 odd in the morning currently, cannot afford to skip all that beauty related issues.

Sincerely,
wallowing in rotting zone - happily

She tasted @4:26 AM

Friday, August 28

My

1 . Guess velvet clutch bag attained several SCRATCHES

on its logo 2 . lime green 3-tiered skirt got severely

TORN 3 . white patent loafers, from a boutique in

Batam, had SCRATCHES especially at the back, there

are huge gaps when I wear them now which means it

fucking shit got expanded A N D an emerging HOLE on

the right sole 4 . open-toe black wedges was near

death but met death earlier with its open-toe section

DENTED 5 . brown-gold Forever 21 collar shirt has its

shape so EXPANDED to a UK size 10/12 when it used to

be 6/8.

Funny, when I am not even speaking of a destructive pet dog. Yeah and its funnier when you're one working adult with the money but damaging my hard-earned/saved allowance.
IT IS FUNNIEST WHEN PEOPLE DO NOT NOTICE THE LITTLEST DETAILS THAT ACTUALLY MAKES A WHOLE FUCKING NEW DIFFERENCE YO.